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No Rain No Flowers

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I leave you here, my photographs, my imagination and the beauty everywhere, in a raindrop, in a flower or in a shop-window reflection, in an encounter with people, with landscapes and with nature.

These memories are made of love, of sorrows and joy, of searching, of struggles and of hope too.

Life is sometimes strange, often hard, and it shows us the way. Opening your eyes on the rose that grows offers us one aspect of beauty. It is whole and understood when you take a small step back, and see the stem, the roots, the earth that supports it. When you lift your eyes, and see: the clouds that allowed the water to come to earth, to make the rose grow. To offer us its perfume.

Recognise, observe, imagine… overcome and grow. Align with the centre of your heart.

There are no flowers without rain.

Flora

Foreword

For me, tarot is a psychological mirror.

It lets you see where you stand in the present. Precisely because we so often tend to muddle our minds, and because the past resurfaces with its traumas and frustrations. It can quickly get complicated.

Each card, each arcana, can trigger a precise memory you hadn't necessarily thought about.

And that, in itself, is what I find so interesting about tarot: it reveals clues about the psyche, about the unconscious, that we would never have thought of if these triggers through images hadn't echoed something.

And since tarot has a very clear structure of 78 cards with the arcana, we can rely on it.

For me, destiny is a path we are woven into, and some major key stages are necessary to our evolution, and that is something that perhaps can't be altered after all.

The things we go through, we will have to live in any case, I think, one way or another. And free will is precisely what lets us walk through them the way we decide to.

But it also means having the capacity to fight back against that destiny, that fatality.

I'm someone I think of as an Animist, if I had to stick a label on myself, but it would really be the general label. (laughs)

I'm also passionate about photography and philosophy, art, music and video games.

I'm a fan of the work of Carl Jung, of Plato, of Socrates, of the currents of philosophical thought that have shaped humanity, with their questions and concepts.

These currents of thought that have marked history and also shaped human intelligence and the capacity to think. I believe we are sensitive and intelligent beings, and sometimes, faced with our fears and traumas, it's harder to make clear or wise choices.

My beliefs

In my view, nature is alive, and even if it isn't a "soul", which is a term from human language, I feel that there is something in every flower, in every tree.

These souls would be, in certain places, like guardians really. You see, in a field of lavender, there wouldn't be one soul per stem, per flower; rather there would be one guardian of the whole field, who would be there, taking care of it.

My belief leads me to think that there are guardians in nature, and it's something that calls to me deeply. I think trees communicate with each other, I think water has healing power, there must be mermaids, water nymphs, and insects are fairies. (there you go)

Well, it's mysterious, it's something I like to believe, it's not necessarily real of course, but I find it beautiful to believe in it, it enchants me, really. And I think keeping that enchanting side in life is important, it nourishes my inner child. And I tend to forget it, by the way, so maybe that's also why this tarot is made of photographs of everyday objects and nature and animals and what surrounds us: to remind us that what makes up our environment is wonderful, and when we pay particular attention to it, it can become a warm place, a home.

Astrology, in particular: these planets orbiting in the solar system, their position, their energy. I'm sensitive to it, because even if it isn't always visible to the naked eye, I believe in the people who worked on it since the dawn of time, who looked up with open hearts and set down ideas according to the cycles and their daily lives. Imagine yourself in an era with no phone, no electricity, no screens. What better could they do than observe the universe and their surroundings? It's a trace of our history. I hold a certain awareness of it.

In 2014-2015, I studied traditional Chinese medicine, which is where I discovered the Chinese concept of yin and yang, of the body, the mind, the heart, the meridians. All of this fascinates me and I hold a deep belief in it too. Energy, chi, feng shui, even the placement of furniture at home, well, anyway, for me everything is connected, everything is incredibly interesting..

The message I would like to convey to people is actually short: my tarot is called No Rain No Flowers, which means that whatever happens in life, we grow, we leave things behind, and we transform little by little to move toward our own destination, despite the storms, despite the difficult times.

Tarot lets us get to know ourselves and maybe even individuate, as Carl Jung's work suggests.

Doing this work, to get to know yourself.

Who are we? Without our traumas, our fears, our frameworks, our taboos, our limits, our filters, the diktats of society, of parents, of friends, what is expected of us, and so on.

That's where this tool comes into play.

I can only strongly advise you to take a journal, a notebook, loose sheets, a sticky note, a phone note. No excuses. Even a voice memo would do.

But write down ideas, spreads, recurring cards, poems, questions. Tell a story. Leave a trace, for yourself. Because one day, you might need to remember where you come from and how things were.

This voice matters,

Flora.

My story with Tarot

The refuge of childhood and the discovery

Tarot came into my life following a trauma and an abandonment, at an age when you're not supposed to feel that. The death of my great-grandmother, whom I loved more than anyone. She was my anchor, my refuge, a calm and enveloping love; my protector against the traumatic climate in our home, against my father.

When you're 7 or 8, you're supposed to be supported, but that wasn't my case. So I looked for that support by myself, and I found it one day, by chance. A friend read my cards with a 52-card deck. She showed me a spread and said: "Look, I can tell you what's going to happen to you, I'm going to read your cards." It was a totally new concept for me. I didn't understand anything, I didn't know.

As soon as I got home, I took a 52-card deck that was lying around in my parents' sideboard and reproduced that spread in my room. I started telling myself: "Okay, this suit = this meaning..." She had told me that hearts were for feelings, clubs for money, and so on. I tried, all on my own, to remember her words and do my own reading.

I carried on that learning in my own corner, then I started doing it for my friends. I have waves of memories like that, where I see myself reading cards, learning, and discovering this universe little by little. A universe that isn't accessible to everyone, that nobody talks about, and that was somehow taboo. I had no notion of spirituality or religion.

I was a completely innocent little girl, with no esoteric upbringing, deprived of emotional support, and I had to search by myself. At 7 or 8, the understanding of such a young brain is very limited. But the heart is open to everything. I immediately felt that pull and that certainty: this was where I had to go. This was where I could find lost knowledge, knowledge that would only be accessible by myself, through this solitary discovery.

Adolescence and the spark of The Craft

Then I grew up. I wasn't stuck in it; it came in waves, depending on what I felt like. I always did it with my friends: when we got together, I would take out my cards and read whenever someone asked me to, or I did it for myself.

And then a film arrived on the small screen: The Craft. It was about four witches who got together and did magic. I think that film is what really set everything off. And my curiosity about the esoteric came back.

I bought books, I got closer to people who practised too. Little by little, it entered even more deeply into my life. It wasn't yet a daily practice, more of an exploration, a search, but it was very present in my world. And it was hidden, of course. Neither my parents nor my sister knew. It was my secret garden, shared only with my best friend.

The encounter in Nice and my first tarots

Time passes: studies, boys, friends, nights out... It came and went, always in waves.

One day, my sister calls me. I'm a young mum then, single, living alone with my first child in Nice.

She says to me: "Listen, I came across a man who runs an esoteric shop in Nice, I found him wonderful. We talked for more than an hour. I know you like the esoteric, I'd like us to go back together."

Of course I said yes!

So we went back, and it's in that shop, "L'ère du Verseau" (The Age of Aquarius), that I bought my first two tarots.

I chose a Tarot de Marseille (Jodorowsky's Marseille) and the Psychotarot, a black-and-white deck that the shopkeeper had actually advised me against, but that I bought anyway on impulse.

After that, I kept trying to learn the Marseille. I was very interested in the major arcana. For me, the minors were far too abstract at the time, I didn't want to dive into them. As for the Psychotarot, I opened it, looked at it a little, then set it aside without paying it any attention. I simply kept it in my collection all these years. In fact, I still have it.

The big change: Normandy

Life goes on. I meet my current partner. I have a second child, twenty years after the first.

I stop working to stay home with my little one.

Then we move to the other end of France.

I'm originally from Nice, and the three of us go to settle in Normandy to be closer to my partner's family. I leave everything: my family, my landmarks, my friends, my job as a police officer.

I find myself here without work, with my child, my partner and my in-laws.

And all that free time! That's when I dive right back into it. I take out my whole collection and tell myself: "Hey, I'd like to get back to this." I take out the Oracle de la Triade, the Tarot de Marseille, and I realise it's time to update myself, because that box has accumulated more than twenty or thirty years of history.

I start selling on Vinted the decks I no longer liked or that were too old, and with my little pot of money, I buy new tarots. It's at that moment, around the end of 2023, that I discover the Rider-Waite system. I didn't know it at all, I swore by the Marseille.

I buy my first Rider-Waite and dive into this system that seems much more accessible to me for the minor arcana, thanks to the little illustrated scenes. What I loved about the Rider-Waite is its little scenes: each card tells a moment of life.

That's how I fell back into the cauldron.

Then I opened my channel, Noctua (Latin for owl) Tarot, and decided to make videos on YouTube, to bring, in my turn, my vision, my opinions, my growing collection.

And then one day, I discovered the Altered Tarot. A tarot made only of black-and-white photographs (apart from a few colour cards), very dark, animist, not easy to read, and a bit far from the meanings of the Rider-Waite-Smith.

So I told myself that my passion for photography might have its place here.

I went through my external hard drive, found my photographs, the ones from a whole lifetime, and searched in each one for the card that echoed it.

A few photos were taken on purpose to complete the deck:

And that's how the No Rain, No Flowers tarot was born: from my memories, my sorrows, my encounters, my desires, my dreams, my joys, my travels, my passion for photography.

Inspired by the meanings of the Rider-Waite-Smith tarot.

In this guidebook, by the way, I included the visuals of the classic minor arcana, with a space to write beside them. I think it can be interesting to write your own keywords, thoughts, or anything else.

The interpretations in this guidebook are suggestions. Everyone is free to make their own readings.

The Major Arcana

I like to think of them as allegories. An allegory is a figure of speech and an artistic device that consists of representing an abstract idea (like freedom, justice or death) in a concrete, pictorial or personified form. It's the whole scene that counts, describing an important event.

The 22 major arcana form an initiatory journey called the "Fool's Journey". Each card is an allegory that also embodies an archetype, a stage of existence or a great area of human life.

1. Beginnings and building the self (Arcana 0 to VII)

This first phase represents childhood, learning, and entry into active life.

2. Trials and maturity (Arcana VIII to XIV)

This second stage illustrates confrontation with the outside world, social rules and letting go.

3. Awakening and fulfilment (Arcana XV to XXI)

The last phase deals with human passions, great questioning and self-realisation.

The great areas of life

In practice, tarot readers often group these allegories by everyday subjects:

etc.

It's interesting work to look for which other areas the major arcana touch on and echo.

The Fool 0

Innocence, novice, launched

Uranus

2011, a visitor in my café, Nice, France
2011, a visitor in my café, Nice, France
2012, photo of a shop window, Nice, France
2012, photo of a shop window, Nice, France

A reading

The Fool hasn't yet learned to be afraid. Anything is possible. He bursts out of a conventional interior only to leave it behind, carrying with him his instinct and his dream, the one that cries out for him to go on, or that perhaps is trying to hold him back.

Spread

If the Fool appears in your spread, it's an invitation to throw yourself in, with an almost innocent confidence. Destiny is holding out its hand: new things are opening up, a project is calling you, a change you've been putting off. It asks you to have faith, to face your fears and to accept not being in control of everything. The path unfolds step by step.

His voice

"The adventure begins. The light rises, the shutters open, it's time to take this day as it comes. It starts with a simple gesture: a coffee, a tea, a glass of water. I ritualise a moment and realise the path is still to be drawn.

And what if something is beckoning me? A wink, a silhouette, a few stubborn instincts crying out for me to move on. The cup empties, the bitterness passes, a little pat on the thigh. Come on, one more morning."

The Magician I

Creation, acting, power

Mercury

2021, my desk, a crystal ball, sandalwood incense, and a wish for mystery, to create a surreal and mystical image. Nice
2021, my desk, a crystal ball, sandalwood incense, and a wish for mystery, to create a surreal and mystical image. Nice
2012, Museum of Curiosities and the Unusual, Nice
2012, Museum of Curiosities and the Unusual, Nice

A reading

The Magician is the bridge between above and below: he uses momentum in his gesture, his intention. His act takes shape in matter, through the elements laid out before him, with endless power.

The Magician is the energy of doing, with all the capacities of fire, water, air and earth at his disposal. Without limits, he holds power at his fingertips.

Spread

If the Magician comes up in a spread, it indicates that you are ready to create your reality, which means your power is to shape, to embody in matter. You should believe in yourself, because this is your path.

His voice

"On the table, I've laid out my tools, the energies are now available: I do. I create. The incense smoke rises and carries my actions with it. I cry out, like the wolf calling under the moon, and I love it. I feel my power: what am I going to do with it?"

The High Priestess II

Intuition, faith, connection, spirituality

Moon

2017, Temple, Cambodia, Phnom Penh, Fuji XT30
2017, Temple, Cambodia, Phnom Penh, Fuji XT30

A reading

The High Priestess is the guardian of our mind. She knows how to recognise the intuitions that lead to self-love and forgiveness.

She carries an ancient message, coming from the unconscious. She remains alone, but with a bare heart, even if no one hears her. Her echo rises to the sky for whoever wishes to lift this mystery, look behind the transparency of her voice, raise their eyes and feel the presence that dwells in her.

Spread

If the High Priestess appears in your spread, it's an invitation to be quiet and listen. The answer is within you, and silence lets you hear it. However mysterious it may be, trust what you feel, your intuition, before trying to explain anything. She shows that a secret must be kept.

Her voice

"I speak softly, at peace, my hand on my heart, my eyes turned inward: what I hear there is me. This connection comes from an immensity that can't be learned. I feel as if I've always been at home."

The Empress III

Feminine, beauty, raw nurturing energy

Venus

2011, backlit silhouette, Nice, France
2011, backlit silhouette, Nice, France
2026, in an abandoned fence, this rosebush suddenly brought out this old rose. Normandy, Google Pixel 9
2026, in an abandoned fence, this rosebush suddenly brought out this old rose. Normandy, Google Pixel 9

A reading

The Queen of flowers is the rose. She brings us back to universal beauty, to Love, to the pleasure of the senses, to passion and the sacred. She cultivates wealth, love and abundance.

She is the higher self: she has no filter, no mask, no wound, she is the manifestation of pure energy. She expresses her emotions, her pure joy. She does nothing to have, she already is.

The rose symbolises divine desire made flesh in matter. To reach her, you must pass through her thorns, and her perfume is the most secret of the feminine energy.

Spread

If the Empress appears in your spread, it's an invitation to receive yourself as you are. You have nothing to prove to deserve love and abundance: they are already here. Let your emotions express themselves, take care of yourself as you would a garden, and accept to pass through the thorns to breathe in the perfume.

Her voice

"Femininity, nourish me! A body standing tall, proud of having known how to love. Because it's a hard path, because it's a battleground, this empress is able to find her verticality. Today I remember that I have known how to love and value myself."

The Emperor IV

Stability, elevation, structure

Aries

2017, Royal Palace of Phnom Penh, Cambodia, Fuji XT30
2017, Royal Palace of Phnom Penh, Cambodia, Fuji XT30

A reading

The Emperor commands his reality. He is the decision-maker of his certainties, gained through a concrete journey. This energy of coherence and stability provides a framework. Like an old stone wall that keeps the warmth of the day, he is the one you can count on, because he knows where he stands.

Spread

If the Emperor appears in your spread, it's an invitation to set a framework: clear rules, limits that you dare to say out loud.

A solid framework doesn't command you for all that, it reassures you and gives you strength to move forward.

His voice

"Governing is an art. But good will isn't enough. Respect is built through solid actions. I stand tall, I set my limits and I keep my word. With walls built, a clear head and an imposing structure, I protect through my splendour and my unique strength of character."

The Hierophant V

Traditional knowledge, teaching, spirituality, conformity

Taurus

2017, Cambodia, Fuji XT30
2017, Cambodia, Fuji XT30
2011, Nice, living room window and curtain.
2011, Nice, living room window and curtain.

A reading

The Hierophant is the one who transmits: knowledge, learning, what we receive from others and pass on in our turn. He reminds us that wisdom is learned, sought, shared and listened to.

The lotus flower gives us its philosophy. From the mud where it is born, it rises toward the light and unfolds, offering us a display of humility. It is a sacred flower that evokes rebirth and spiritual awakening. White like the colour of Peace.

Spread

If the Hierophant appears in your spread, it's an invitation to learn. A teacher, a book, a tradition or an older person may have something to pass on. Accept not knowing everything: that's where the path opens. And when the day comes, it will be your turn to pass it on.

His voice

"When I ask myself a thousand questions, I know one thing: I am ignorant. I look toward the sky, outside, behind the curtain of reality. Learning is long, I need to listen, to lend an ear and to learn more before integrating."

The Lovers VI

Choice of the heart, union, duality, passion

Gemini

2012, Nice: Promenade des Anglais, Nikon D60
2012, Nice: Promenade des Anglais, Nikon D60
2019, Nice: Hôtel L'Amour, avenue des Fleurs
2019, Nice: Hôtel L'Amour, avenue des Fleurs

A reading

To love or to be loved? It's mostly a position, yes, but one is probably easier than the other. This Lovers card lays at your feet a shared universe. A life where love raises questions. This feeling, or this energy, makes the heart beat, gives warmth, gives meaning.

Spread

If the Lovers appear in your spread, it also speaks of constancy. Loving the other, or loving yourself, to recognise that the choices we make, when they are aligned, are felt as an explosion of shivers.

Her voice

"Don't be afraid of losing what you wanted to keep. Because the value you give is a scale that fluctuates with the situation. Fear instead losing yourself, in the absence of choice, or in a choice that comforts but that doesn't seem, deep down, beneficial to you."

The Chariot VII

Momentum, confidence, movement, progress, decision

Cancer

May 2011, in the street, a political scooter, iPhone 4, Nice
May 2011, in the street, a political scooter, iPhone 4, Nice

A reading

The Chariot is that moment that says one thing: move! Take your life in hand, grab what you need and go forward. It's time for movement. No need to go fast, no, this card gives you the green light.

Spread

If the Chariot appears in a spread, it's time to move forward. Even without knowing the route to take, take your place as the driver and set off. Don't try to control everything, simply hold a certain balance, with determination, keeping a smile on your face as you go.

His voice

"Don't leave me aside, because without you, I have no meaning. I serve you to move forward, and you need that so much, right now. I am also synonymous with freedom. Only the journey matters, the destination doesn't."

Strength VIII

Compassion, mastery, imperturbable, control

Leo

Guidebook illustration

A reading

Strength is an instinct, an act of faith. When everything around you urges you to shout, to bite, to overturn. She? She is there, available, waiting for you to connect to her. She is simply, without judgement, an energy that belongs to you. The path to rediscover her unfolds almost a hidden talent. That of being invincible. In adversity.

Spread

When this arcana appears, it's to say that a resource shouldn't be neglected. Within you, there is everything needed to endure, to understand and to master a subject. This card speaks of courage. Of resource and will, to stand tall when everything opposes it. You may ask yourself where this strength is going to be deployed?

Her voice

"No matter what happens, I am present, within you, and I'm waiting for you to draw from your inner self.

The path to find me is also a reminder that strength has never left you. So wake me, simply, and be."

The Hermit IX

Introspection, wisdom, solitude, withdrawal

Virgo

Mirror of the soul, May 2011, iPhone 4, Nice
Mirror of the soul, May 2011, iPhone 4, Nice

A reading

A wise soul, or a moment that pushes you to step back. The Hermit is that energy that needs to withdraw. To reflect, to observe one's world within. It's a privileged moment, where no one else can see or think in your place. It also indicates honesty with oneself. If the Hermit must walk, it's slowly, one step after another. Time, by the way, is linked to this arcana.

Spread

In a spread, the Hermit calms things down. There is a need for reflection to consider. Serenity is acquired by going to look for it. A quest is necessary. Taking some distance too.

His voice

"Isolation is my cradle, I need to meditate and find my way. This space is personal, and this face-to-face with myself sheds light on my conscience."

The Wheel of Fortune X

Destiny, cycle, repetition, impermanence

Jupiter

Greece, 2005, windmill on Mykonos
Greece, 2005, windmill on Mykonos

A reading

She represents life unfolding, time moving on, unchanging. The Wheel of Fortune can't be stopped, it's her essence to go down, then to rise again. Like the cycles of the seasons, the course of time.

Spread

In a spread, she marks an important passage, a turning point. You have to adapt to what is being prepared, rather than fight it. She also asks whether there isn't a blockage that is making a situation stagnate, instead of letting it flow.

Her voice

"I accept seeing that each change can be a new chance, to move forward, and to grow. I let go of what I have, and will have, no control over."

Justice XI

Deciding, cutting through, law, logic

Libra

Bust of Marianne, town hall of Falicon, Alpes-Maritimes, 2007
Bust of Marianne, town hall of Falicon, Alpes-Maritimes, 2007

A reading

The slicer of truth, the one who steps in to tell what is true from what is false. Justice can be ruthless, but necessary, to establish order. It's a consistent arcana, on which you can lean for its logic and its power of decision.

Spread

Justice coming up in a spread indicates that something must be fair, ethical. Truth imposes itself through its rigour. She wants a balance of laws. She asks the reader to try to be reasonable, and impartial. Honest.

Her voice

"I treat everyone fairly. Reasoned and authentic, my choices have clear consequences. I will always and forever be logical, and neutral."

The Hanged Man XII

Pause, observation, change of perspective

Neptune

Guidebook illustration

A reading

The Hanged Man represents a time out. To let go of our convictions, we have to know how to sacrifice, and that requires giving up certain things. New perspectives can then emerge.

Spread

In a spread, he can show a blocked perspective. It's not the time for movement, but for waiting until things become clear. You have to let things steep, to reveal all their flavours.

His voice

"If you free yourself from your bonds, you'll fly on your own wings. I let go of my ego and my beliefs to change my point of view, my paradigm. Detachment requires patience and intuition, possible only in downtime. Taking the time to pause lets me see different points of view here."

The Arcana XIII

Transformation, radical change, end of a cycle

Scorpio

Guidebook illustration
Guidebook illustration

A reading

Card number 13 represents, in tarot, the end. Commonly called death, it means that something is irrevocable, and must stop. What you need to know is that this end always leads to something else.

Spread

In a spread, this arcana can explain that a change is likely, and that an end is near. It's a doorway to another universe, a path that asks you to let go of an earlier version of yourself, of a situation.

His voice

"I'm growing, whereas I was something else until now. Everything is finished, and the sooner it's accepted, the sooner I'll transform. Where can you see light in the end of what you know, whether you are its author or its witness?"

Temperance XIV

moderation, harmony, balance

Sagittarius

Knowing how to measure out, without giving everything. The intelligence of keeping a part for yourself and a part for the other, to preserve your resources, while filling up, or emptying.
Knowing how to measure out, without giving everything. The intelligence of keeping a part for yourself and a part for the other, to preserve your resources, while filling up, or emptying.
Cerza Zoological Park, Normandy
Cerza Zoological Park, Normandy

A reading

Temperance speaks of moderation, of doing things consciously, keeping aside what must not be poured out. Not everything is good. The search for harmony, as opposed to constraint, restriction, or overflow.

Spread

In a spread, it's an omen of an opportunity for growth when emotional and ideological balance is accepted. It indicates taking your time to balance your life, your relationships, an event. Temperance can also invite the reader to recharge. Because maintaining stability is also done in harmony with your body, your mind and your heart.

Her voice

"I hold back to make, with my hands, my voice and my posture, a harmonious life. What is even is simple and lets me come back to myself, as often as necessary."

The Devil XV

Temptation, addiction, oppression, ego*

Capricorn

Float at the Nice Carnival 2012
Float at the Nice Carnival 2012
Nothing is true, everything is permitted. Its true nature begins the moment we take responsibility.
Nothing is true, everything is permitted. Its true nature begins the moment we take responsibility.

A reading

This card speaks of what holds you back. A pattern that makes you go round in circles, never able to move forward. Some habits are oppressive, repressive. It may also be due to a bad influence.

Spread

When the Devil comes up, he speaks of ego, of dependence. Something veils the face and reality is altered. Materialism is also on the table. Look at the negative patterns that lock us in.

His voice

"I feel trapped by my desires, my habits. Too many things pull me away from my needs. What can I do to free myself?"

The Tower XVI

Revolt, collapse, destruction

Mars

Destruction brings down the walls. This
Destruction brings down the walls. This

is no longer negotiable.

Storm over the hills of Nice

A reading

This card represents a sudden change that you didn't see coming. The destruction, the deconstruction of things that seemed to be holding up until then.

Spread

If this card comes out on the table, it's important to understand that a pattern, or a sudden event, is about to give way. And that implies significant changes. These are major implications. Important ones.

His voice

"Everything crumbles, because in deconstruction, it then becomes possible to rise again. In the half-light of the dust flying everywhere, you'll see the rays of sun break through. These cracks are exits. Either you rebuild, or you take advantage of the opportunities created."

The Star XVII

Hope, inspiration, optimism, confidence

Aquarius

The Rise of a Star
The Rise of a Star
She shone,
She shone,

with no other dream than to keep her head at the surface and to live,

It pleased hope, and hope, once lit, pleased the night of salt and fresh water

A reading

It speaks of hope, of following a path, a way that seems calm, steeped in serenity. The Star shows that you must move forward, carried by optimism, by faith in your heart, your spirituality. She can also indicate a lost loved one, watching over you.

Spread

If the Star comes out in a spread, it's a very good omen. Make a wish! A healing, a positive answer, a certain hope! This card indicates protection in a situation, especially if it appears at the end of the spread.

Her voice

"I am the light at the end of the tunnel, follow me and be confident. Something gentle is being prepared, you may have wanted it. But if you doubt, count on me, I watch over you."

The Moon XVIII

Illusion, intuition, instinct, unconscious

Pisces

This moon knows I'm looking at her, without hurting my eyes. Always has. Deep down, she welcomes my nights, and gives me an alibi when I'm lost in her arms
This moon knows I'm looking at her, without hurting my eyes. Always has. Deep down, she welcomes my nights, and gives me an alibi when I'm lost in her arms
My radar!
My radar!

each day that slips away, we find each other like two friends,

with nothing left to say to each other, but to love each other in silence

A reading

The Moon is a mysterious card, she brings us back to our instincts, our emotions. But also to the illusions in which we can lull ourselves.

Spread

If the Moon comes out in a spread, part of the question isn't clear, seems veiled in mystery. It would be worth drawing a second card to unveil the situation, and bring a precise reading of what the Moon hides.

Her voice

"In the night, I light the steps of follies. I can show myself luminous, or dark depending on nature's cycles. And my voice deserves to be carried by your intuition, or your instincts. Call it what you like.."

The Sun XIX

Pleasure, joy, truth, success

Sun

Water mirror, Paillon promenade, Coulée Verte, Nice
Water mirror, Paillon promenade, Coulée Verte, Nice

A reading

The Sun is a card that means joy and good humour are here! That success is near. It also reminds us to enjoy what makes us happy.

Spread

When the Sun appears in a spread, it clearly indicates success. Joy in a situation, a pleasure that comes out. It's a card with positive energy, which reveals truths. The Sun also speaks of abundance.

His voice

"It's a new day, a new life, in the morning, at dawn I represent truth, beauty. Hurry, run, celebrate the moments that deserve all your attention, all my warmth. I am life, laughter and good humour. Don't lose sight of me."

Judgement XX

Renewal, epiphany, calling, spiritual awakening

Pluto

"When you gaze long into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you" Nietzsche
"When you gaze long into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you" Nietzsche
Is the one who wakes the same as the one who slept until now? I don't flee the light.
Is the one who wakes the same as the one who slept until now? I don't flee the light.

A reading

This card speaks of rebirth, of a deep calling toward a path that comes as something obvious. It asks for the honesty to listen to this call with the heart, and not with reason. Like the phoenix reborn from its ashes, it asks for courage and compassion.

Spread

Judgement, in a spread, is an important card to listen to. But what does it say? This arcana also speaks of forgiveness, of a certain return to a forgotten or disowned spirituality. It can also mean that something, or someone, is setting themselves up as a judge, and that their voice admits no appeal.

His voice

"I raise my thoughts toward the truth. However uncomfortable it may be, I'm heading toward something else. A feeling I've always had. A return to self. In stillness I feel the softness of a familiar voice, warm, calm."

The World XXI

Fulfilment, recognition, interconnection, success

Saturn

The breakthrough: "After that, he could more easily contemplate at night the celestial bodies and the sky itself, fixing his gaze on the light of the stars and the moon, than he would by day the sun and its light" Plato
The breakthrough: "After that, he could more easily contemplate at night the celestial bodies and the sky itself, fixing his gaze on the light of the stars and the moon, than he would by day the sun and its light" Plato

A reading

It's the end of the road. Success is the key. The joy of having accomplished all the trials. It's the place in the universe that you give yourself.

Spread

The World is a finality. The outcome of a situation. It could also indicate that the querent feels in their element.

It's therefore a happy ending, and an opening onto another path taking shape behind this card.

This arcana symbolises the entire universe, the earth, all the elements.

His voice

"Now, you stand before me. Satisfied, I wish for you to have built your life, your dreams. Be glad of the path travelled, because it isn't easy to go all the way. What will you do now? Push aside the foliage, the flowering branches, and look behind. Something new is waiting."

The Minor Arcana

In tarot, the 56 minor arcana represent everyday events, concrete actions and the practical details of life, whereas the major arcana embody the great spiritual lessons and the major turning points of destiny.

They are divided into four suites (or suits), each corresponding to an element and a great area of existence.

1. The 4 suits and their areas of life

Each suit groups 14 cards (from Ace to 10, plus 4 court cards) that explore a specific aspect of human life.

2. The progression of numbers (from Ace to 10)

Within each suit, the numbered cards tell the evolution of a situation, from seed to outcome.

The Aces

1- Potential, initiating, pure (The seed, everything is possible)

Beginning, creativity, new energy

The Aces are raw cards, which resonate with the word "promise". It's intangible, because it isn't yet in matter (unlike the pages). It's the before.

Discernment is a key that lets us see the truth. Gemini, Libra, Aquarius
Discernment is a key that lets us see the truth. Gemini, Libra, Aquarius
Desire lights up creativity, the flame of inspiration. Aries, Leo, Sagittarius
Desire lights up creativity, the flame of inspiration. Aries, Leo, Sagittarius
*The heart is a vessel of intuition and love.  Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces
*The heart is a vessel of intuition and love. Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces
A project begins by planting a seed. Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn
A project begins by planting a seed. Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn
An elevator call button, against heliciphobia
An elevator call button, against heliciphobia

*The Ace of Cups is a Cosmos flower bud, from the Greek "Kosmos" meaning "ornament and harmony of the universe"

The Twos

2- Accumulation, preparing, static

Choice, reciprocity, union

The number two represents a separation of the self, to find oneself facing another, or a mirror. It is awareness of the other.

And in these balanced forces, it's also hard to move and to make choices.

Choosing between two opposing and complementary points of view
Choosing between two opposing and complementary points of view
Planning, and considering options and opportunities
Planning, and considering options and opportunities
Giving as much as receiving, in harmony, meeting each other
Giving as much as receiving, in harmony, meeting each other
Adjusting the balance, dancing with what surrounds us. Choosing where to invest
Adjusting the balance, dancing with what surrounds us. Choosing where to invest
Bonus card, photograph of friends, taken in the hinterland of Nice.
Bonus card, photograph of friends, taken in the hinterland of Nice.

The Threes

3 - Explosion, creating, dynamic

Progression, expansion, blooming

The number three is the moment when the energy of the one and the two bursts out and becomes visible: fire blazes, water overflows, air speaks, or wounds, earth is built.

The energy of three speaks of creation, of collaboration, and of division.

The torment, weeping over one's wounds, one's sorrows
The torment, weeping over one's wounds, one's sorrows
Rising above, taking in the big picture and expanding
Rising above, taking in the big picture and expanding
Feasting, uniting hearts and wishing each other the best
Feasting, uniting hearts and wishing each other the best
Building together, creating bonds, and being accountable
Building together, creating bonds, and being accountable
Alternative card, photograph "Burst Heart", Place Garibaldi, Nice
Alternative card, photograph "Burst Heart", Place Garibaldi, Nice

The Fours

4 - Stability, consolidating, square

Construction, limits, order

The number four corresponds to the framework we establish or that makes us feel secure, the search for stability. It is an energy of structure but it also speaks of limits.

We are in search of solid foundations, and comfortable situations.

It can also become too rigid, even stagnant, if we limit ourselves too much.

Resting, needing to regenerate, finding a refuge
Resting, needing to regenerate, finding a refuge
Celebration and gathering of the community
Celebration and gathering of the community
Missed opportunity, refusing novelty, boredom and melancholy
Missed opportunity, refusing novelty, boredom and melancholy
Clinging to what we own, fear of losing, keeping our possessions
Clinging to what we own, fear of losing, keeping our possessions
Lights of the celebrations, Nice
Lights of the celebrations, Nice
Rickshaw ride, go wherever you want.
Rickshaw ride, go wherever you want.

The Fives

5 - Passage, shaking things up, median

Necessary rupture, new path

The number five speaks of jostling, of interruption coming from outside or from within. It looks like adversity, even threats. We step out of the framework of the four, and we are laid bare, in a position of defence or attack.

It's also a desire to leave a comfort behind and to continue on the path.

Things change, and we didn't necessarily foresee them.

The five asks us to abandon what brought us this far, in order to grow, and to move forward, again, because it is the halfway point.

"One must know how to change in order to remain the same." Ancient philosophical maxim.

Crisis, risk and anguish, feeling so alone you could break
Crisis, risk and anguish, feeling so alone you could break
It's the attack! Using a certain rage that burns to be expressed
It's the attack! Using a certain rage that burns to be expressed
Losing and regretting what no longer holds. Seeing the glass half empty. Mourning
Losing and regretting what no longer holds. Seeing the glass half empty. Mourning
Hard times, loss of hope for a resolution. It's time to create a new comfort
Hard times, loss of hope for a resolution. It's time to create a new comfort

The Sixes

6 - Harmony, choosing, balanced

beauty, pleasure, the other

Regaining the balance that was deconstructed in the five.

It's the number that also shows that the world around us is the universe we need in order to continue. One we can lean on.

It's time to get help, to show yourself, to harmonise what you give and what you receive.

And this number carries within it the capacity to support, to heal, to empathise. It indicates that you don't need to be alone to rebuild. The 6 is the inverted 9 (the Hermit).

But it is also the mirror of the Lovers arcana, the six card that can echo desire, devotion.

"Nothing is beautiful but the true, nothing is great but the just." Nicolas Boileau (1675)

Seeing more clearly, the road takes shape and so does the desire to take it
Seeing more clearly, the road takes shape and so does the desire to take it
Celebrating a return to the passion that drives us, succeeding
Celebrating a return to the passion that drives us, succeeding
Returning to the source, to innocent and nostalgic joys
Returning to the source, to innocent and nostalgic joys
The call to charity, and to the balance of what is shared. We take care of others.
The call to charity, and to the balance of what is shared. We take care of others.

The Sevens

7 - Momentum, conquering, determined

mastery, patience, paradigm shift

A withdrawal into oneself, and a time to look at what we want to do with everything that has happened since the number 1. Do we need to reconsider, to defend ourselves, to be silent in order to come out of it better?

In the major arcana it represents the Chariot, which is the card of the quest. We direct our intention toward a new goal.

Rethinking your resources, acting with caution and strategy
Rethinking your resources, acting with caution and strategy
Defending your positions against others, standing up and making your voice heard
Defending your positions against others, standing up and making your voice heard
The decisions to make, which direction to invest the heart in
The decisions to make, which direction to invest the heart in
Waiting for the results, with patience, without intervening, observing still
Waiting for the results, with patience, without intervening, observing still
Street artist, Nice, Place Masséna
Street artist, Nice, Place Masséna
A fish named Sole, able to camouflage itself in the sand. Oceanographic Museum of Monaco
A fish named Sole, able to camouflage itself in the sand. Oceanographic Museum of Monaco

The Eights

8 - Perfection, balancing, rigorous

organisation, justice, reception

It is power, movement allied to a level of perfection. Since the deconstruction of the 5, this eight indicates a new quiet strength (see the Strength arcana).

We settle in, we savour, we take the time to work with rigour, because the eight is perfect for finalising the last stretch. It demands confidence and courage.

Subjected to constraints and restraints, self-restriction depending on the point of view
Subjected to constraints and restraints, self-restriction depending on the point of view
Manifestation of powerful, fast and sudden energy
Manifestation of powerful, fast and sudden energy
Moving away from things that are empty, finished or harmful. Closing the door
Moving away from things that are empty, finished or harmful. Closing the door
The work to be done with rigour, precision and repetition. Craftsmanship
The work to be done with rigour, precision and repetition. Craftsmanship
Clever seagull, meditating before takeoff
Clever seagull, meditating before takeoff
Miniature reproduction of a craftsman's workshop
Miniature reproduction of a craftsman's workshop

The Nines

9 - Assessment, integrating, deep

End-of-cycle crisis, wisdom

We arrive at completeness, not quite fulfilled, but here we find a foretaste of an assessment that validates, or not, the feeling of success. It's a transition that guides us toward the end of the path.

In correlation with the Hermit, the nine allows us to take this last step, consciously.

Negotiating with failures, past experiences and anxieties
Negotiating with failures, past experiences and anxieties
Calling a truce, to tend one's wounds, to find one's resilience
Calling a truce, to tend one's wounds, to find one's resilience
Being proud of what we've accomplished, of our successes, and showing it
Being proud of what we've accomplished, of our successes, and showing it
Showing the fruits of one's labour, the artefacts of accomplishment in matter
Showing the fruits of one's labour, the artefacts of accomplishment in matter
"Wit beyond measure is man's greatest treasure." motto of House Ravenclaw, H. Potter
"Wit beyond measure is man's greatest treasure." motto of House Ravenclaw, H. Potter

The Tens

10 - Mutation, concluding, cyclical

End and return to 1, wheel

The ten symbolises fulfilment, the feeling of plenitude at having finished the task since the number 1. We feel ready to (re)start something else. Everything is in place.

It's the end of the process, mental, emotional too.

Arrived here, we can't escape our destiny, as the ten of the Wheel of Fortune in the major arcana evokes. What is above is like what is below. New projects will have to start again from zero. This number also contains the energy of the Fool, which can be associated with the ten. Useful for starting over! It also carries the number one within it, so the four Aces of the tarot elements, again! It's the seed that is there.

"There is no flowery path that leads to glory." Jean de La Fontaine (1671)

Accumulation of judgements, hurtful words, worries
Accumulation of judgements, hurtful words, worries
Accepting what we can no longer carry alone, putting it down in order to continue
Accepting what we can no longer carry alone, putting it down in order to continue
Deep joy, completeness, a feeling of happiness
Deep joy, completeness, a feeling of happiness
The roots of the family, which we pass on and inherit
The roots of the family, which we pass on and inherit

The Court Cards

I consider them to be Archetypal cards.

The Pages, Knights, Queens and Kings would be personality archetypes, because they have the energy of a behaviour, rather than being simple representations of the humans around us.

They represent facets, tendencies of the human being. Like stages of maturity, moving from the learning of the Page, the putting into action of the Knight, the nurturing of the Queen, and the mastery of the King.

Temperaments linked to the elements they belong to:

A Jungian resonance: The psychologist Carl Jung himself studied the Tarot, seeing in it ancestral images born of the collective unconscious.

And since I'm a fan of his work (who hasn't read the foreword?) and of his vision, I like to reflect on the meaning of these arcana this way:

Each court figure represents an archetype linked to a stage of life or to a position toward the world:

- The Page: The archetype of the Apprentice, the Innocent or the Messenger. It is raw energy, curiosity, but also immaturity.

- The Knight: The archetype of the Warrior or the Explorer. It is movement, taking action, ardour and sometimes impulsiveness.

- The Queen: The archetype of Inner Mastery, Support or Intuition. She governs through listening, assimilation and emotional maturity.

- The King: The archetype of Authority, the Leader or the Protector. He governs through structure, responsibility, order and outer control.

The 4 Suits, which we can call: the domain of expression

These four faces are then expressed through four fundamental psychological energies:

- Wands, Fire: Action, passion, creativity.

- Cups, Water: Feelings, relationships, intuition.

- Swords, Air: Intellect, communication, conflict.

- Pentacles, Earth: The body, the material, concrete work.

The most commonly accepted system of elemental correspondences used in modern Tarot, notably inherited from the esoteric tradition of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn, is the following:

- The Page = Earth: He represents initial grounding, the seed, raw potential and concrete learning in matter.

- The Knight = Fire: He embodies movement, momentum, ardour, dynamic action and the quest.

- The Queen = Water: She symbolises interiority, receptivity, emotional maturation and intuitive mastery.

- The King = Air: He represents detachment, intellectual structure, authority, the overall vision and strategy.

When a court card appears in a spread, it can indicate an aspect of yourself that you repress, or on the contrary, one to cultivate, to improve. In any case, one to pay particular attention to.

Concretely, an example:

When a Page of Cups comes out, it carries the elements Earth + Water within it; earth needs water to be fertile, but too much water drowns it. A raw sensitivity: unlike the Page of Pentacles (very pragmatic), the Page of Cups is deeply touched by beauty and emotions.

What makes him vulnerable: his "Earth" isn't yet solid enough. Faced with rejection or criticism, his emotions liquefy his defences. He can easily sulk, withdraw into himself or take refuge in the imaginary.

In summary:

Each suit has four characters who embody character traits, degrees of maturity or people in our surroundings tinted by the element they carry:

The Pages

Pages, Earth

Beginners, messengers, laying foundations, small tasks

The energy of learning and initiation.

The Pages need to gain confidence in themselves and must be encouraged to persevere. This can be perceived as small tasks to carry out, or things learned through apprenticeship. They must be initiated before they can aspire to become knights and then enter into action.

When a Page comes out in a spread, it's time to observe, to study, and to reflect on the options. The Page is the one who prepares, he is static, and takes one step after another.

Advice: Go back to the fundamentals, accept not knowing everything.

Warning: when blocked, the Page can mean a refusal to go through a progression. You want to go too fast, and you risk missing the essential in building a project, a relationship, a dream, an idea.

The calm and composed one, who intellectualises
The calm and composed one, who intellectualises
The passionate one who sets his ideas ablaze
The passionate one who sets his ideas ablaze
The naive one, with an innocent gaze
The naive one, with an innocent gaze
The pragmatic one, focused on details and organisation
The pragmatic one, focused on details and organisation

PAGE OF SWORDS, Earth of Air

He thinks before anything else. Thought seeking to take root. He is the curious one, the apprentice. He likes to think about ideas that take shape, that will be useful to him in his immediate environment. He can also be seen as a spy when badly aspected.

PAGE OF CUPS, Earth of Water

This Page likes the concrete side of a relationship. He is the young poet and the shy lover who tries to give a tangible form to his budding intuitions and feelings. Head in the stars and feet on the ground.

PAGE OF WANDS, Earth of Fire

He carries within him the spark that lights a creative fire. The enthusiastic energy of the beginner, the discovery of a new passion, of a project idea that now needs to be made concrete. He prefers to be outside exploring the universe.

PAGE OF PENTACLES, Earth of Earth

Absolute grounding. The diligent student, the apprentice craftsman and/or the person who is beginning to patiently build their material or physical security. You could say he has his feet on the ground. He likes details, the little things nobody sees. And in his environment, calm and a tidy place suit him.

The Knights

Knights, Fire

Autonomy, activism, conviction

The energy of action and confidence.

The Knights do the work, they no longer question themselves because they have already learned, they have the capacities of their element, of their suit. They have confidence in themselves, to do, without thinking.

In a spread, the Knight indicates action, the move to act. He starts demonstrating what he has learned. These are also our battles, what we must defend tooth and nail, with conviction.

Advice: Act boldly, stay focused on the tasks

Warning: Beware of overconfidence or blind action, which causes a loss of energy.

The sharp-tongued one, who doesn't mince words, who shakes you up
The sharp-tongued one, who doesn't mince words, who shakes you up
The all-fire, all-flame one, who burns his wings
The all-fire, all-flame one, who burns his wings
The romantic, who invites you on a journey, to dream
The romantic, who invites you on a journey, to dream
The guide who opens the way, a peaceful warrior
The guide who opens the way, a peaceful warrior

KNIGHT OF SWORDS, Fire of Air

He is the one who speaks with passion, but inside his head it's an intellectual storm. He can have trouble organising his thoughts, so fast do they flow. He is a fiery communicator, an activist who defends a cause with vehemence. The energy that rushes ahead without thinking about the consequences.

KNIGHT OF CUPS, Fire of Water

He is the passionate one, often seen as the romantic. He is the gallant knight, the seducer. This knight is an idealist, guided by his emotional impulses. He puts heart into action.

KNIGHT OF WANDS, Fire of Fire

This Knight burns to "do". He evokes an untamed blaze. He is the adventurer, the bold one. Who runs on adrenaline, at the risk of burning his wings through impatience. And even of sweeping everything away in his course, blinded by this intensity.

KNIGHT OF PENTACLES, Fire of Earth

I see him as a guide. A tireless ploughman. Who shows that work can be done with passion, while staying methodical. He is a knight who protects, whom you can always count on, to move forward, one step after another.

The Queens

Queens · Water

Nurturers, slow evolution, inner knowledge

The energy of care, reception and support.

Their nature: Stationary and introspective energy.

The Queens take care, and make sure to make decisions taking into account the situations and the people they protect. They have an energy of welcome, and of evolving perspectives. They are the guardians of their element.

When a Queen comes out in a spread, she brings a solution that heals. It's time to keep what must endure, and then to let the rest go. The Queen is the guardian. Invoking her energy helps you refocus, and do your best.

Warning: in excess, these cards can tip into domination, jealousy, tendencies toward drama, or a refusal to see reality.

The upright one, who speaks clearly, and sets her limits
The upright one, who speaks clearly, and sets her limits
The frank one, who inspires the world, who charms
The frank one, who inspires the world, who charms
The graceful one, who masters her emotions, gently
The graceful one, who masters her emotions, gently
The protector, who preserves abundance and resources
The protector, who preserves abundance and resources

QUEEN OF SWORDS, Water of Air

Emotions passed through the filter of reason. She is the lucid woman, endowed with great mental clarity and a cold but fair discernment. She sets the limits, and her voice is cutting, she seems a little hurtful at times, but that is her energy, which serves us to assert ourselves with respect, without crushing others.

QUEEN OF CUPS, Water of Water

The ocean of the unconscious. She is the healer, the empathetic mother, the medium gifted with absolute emotional receptivity and unconditional love. She listens, and finds the right words to comfort and give emotional support.

QUEEN OF WANDS, Water of Fire

The smouldering fire, solar magnetism. She is the charismatic businesswoman, the vibrant artist, the kind witch who inspires others. People come to see her to draw inspiration from her strength, and from what she knows how to nourish through her creativity.

QUEEN OF PENTACLES, Water of Earth

The nurturing earth. She is the sovereign of the home, the protector of nature or the generous manager who knows how to make money grow for the well-being of her loved ones.

The Kings

Kings, Air

Decision-makers, builders, visionaries

The energy of logic and authority.

Action: Making executive decisions with clarity and discernment.

The Kings value logic, the rational, opinions, and the mind. They have a clear mind. They can make decisions, even if it's hard, and work with their discernment, their wisdom, their experience.

In a spread, a King's energy relates to a mastered subject. Whatever happens, the King is legitimate to act, speak, organise and lead.

Warning: In excess, the King can become a dictator, a manipulator and a tormentor. Be careful not to want to control with bad or unconscious intentions.

The Strategist, who is sound and judges with authority
The Strategist, who is sound and judges with authority
The master of his domain, who combines power and charisma
The master of his domain, who combines power and charisma
The mature one, calm and sociable, with a deep and stable vision of the emotional realm
The mature one, calm and sociable, with a deep and stable vision of the emotional realm
The generous one, who has built patiently and provides for his home
The generous one, who has built patiently and provides for his home

KING OF SWORDS, Air of Air

Absolute intellectual authority. He is the judge, the fine strategist whose mind is detached from feeling to guarantee objectivity. When he speaks, it's for a good reason. He also knows how to stay silent when necessary, because he has no ego confronting him.

KING OF CUPS, Air of Water

Mastery of emotional storms. This energy is that of the counsellor, therapist and diplomat able to feel things deeply while keeping a cool head. People go to see him to ask for advice, and he will always have an old memory to tell that will resonate.

KING OF WANDS, Air of Fire

The guiding vision. He is the born leader, the visionary entrepreneur, the builder of empires who channels creative energy to lead others toward a goal. A king we like to follow or to embody for this beautiful energy that gives off magnetism and power.

KING OF PENTACLES, Air of Earth

The architect of matter. He is the great financier, the owner. The pragmatic head of the family who has reached a certain stability and material power. He also embodies the energy of the father of the family.

Oracle Card

The Hindsight

This tarot has 100 cards. The ideal is to make your choice to keep 78 cards. The bonus card:

Guidebook illustration

means perspective, retrospection. It can be left in the deck, as the card that might ask you where you come from. It asks you to remember why you are where you are. Sometimes we forget that what pushed us to leave, to change, or to say something, maybe wasn't that bad. We can even allow ourselves the

right to change our mind about what is already past. The way we determine our past plays a key role in our present.

Accepting our mistakes, our hasty judgements, made in the heat of emotion. Accepting that we may have lacked support, understanding, love too. And that this impact is still there, crystallised in us, somewhere.

This card shows that when we look behind us, we understand where we're going. And that it isn't easy, especially when our choices make us suffer.

I took this photo in my Fiat Punto, one evening on my way home from work. On the Mathis road, in Nice, in traffic. It was raining, and in front of me it was dark, the night already well advanced.

But in my rear-view mirror, an incredibly vibrant sunset made a perfect contrast. These drops of water on my mirror, witnesses of the rain I must have grumbled about that day, came to lay a little poetry at the edge of my car door.

When I drive, it's a privileged moment, with myself, and in these moments my thoughts go in all directions, I love it. I never think better than when alone, at the wheel. And my body drives on autopilot.

So my head is free.

Spreads

Guidebook illustration

Let's keep it simple. Ask a question, and draw a card. It will give a start of something about which you have a line of thought, and from what you deduce, draw a second card to go further. Draw as many times as necessary, as long as you speak out loud. It helps.

This is the Patchwork spread, my favourite.

The card on the back of the deck comes to support the whole of what's at play. Often if I draw three cards, I read the three card backs. Never further than what is laid on the table. That's my practice.

In itself, I have a strong ethic, which is a line of conduct, but it fluctuates and can change according to needs. But when you read the cards for yourself, it's different.

Don't try to avoid medical advice.

Tarot is not a diagnosis. In my view, the medical universe must remain with medicine, allopathic or naturopathic.

Tarot is a help*, not a therapy.

Remember to take care of yourself, your body, your heart, your mind.

*"Help will always be given at Hogwarts to those who ask for it"

Guidebook illustration

Albus Dumbledore

Acknowledgements

To my great-grandmother, Lydia: you left me so much, everything open, my heart, an infinite protection of your love. Thank you! I wasn't able to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you.

To my grandfather, papy moustache: my passion for photography comes from you, I know you gave me that gift and until the end you spoke to me, even though I couldn't come to see you before you left. I'm sorry.

To my two boys, my infinite loves, here or elsewhere, I love you more than anything tangible, visible, or nameable. Because, to see with your heart, names and words no longer have meaning. Maybe these cards will give you some, if needed.

To Thomas, I wish you to find a path, a door, toward your spirituality. You only believe what you see, so open your eyes, your heart. Who knows?

To my cat, Curly, my two of cups, who leaves his Minette very sad, without her lifelong companion. Forgive me for having been ungrateful toward you, my friend...

To all those who open their hearts to the archetypes of tarot, to ancient knowledge and to a constant search for balance.

To Laura, gentle Light, without you, I don't know if this tarot would have seen the light of day. You put up with me, helped me, gave me your opinions, always frank, even and especially when you didn't like, or didn't understand, some of my photo choices.

I am grateful for your presence over my shoulder, like the breath of a wild bird, whose species name escapes me, but which nevertheless seems so familiar.

To Eva, who provided me with the Hummingbird of the 8 of Wands, taken on your island of St Barthélemy, and this Queen of Wands, in Salem! I'm delighted to welcome these beauties into this tarot.

To Janice, who brought me a clear vision, of simplicity. Thank you for your words, because I was sinking into madness one evening over border choices, card cartouches. That's how we met, me sinking into quicksand, and you, with a hand held out, though you didn't know me.

To Chloé, who left me wild voice messages that warmed my heart when she discovered my tarots.

To Johanna, who reshared me so much on social media, who believed in me and in this project!

To the Salon des Arcanes, Nicolas, who also believed in this project, by supporting me on Kickstarter, and by inviting me to his podcast to talk about my creations!

And finally to Anne-Marie, dear passionate soul, burning, who received the first prototype, and who flooded the web with my tarot. I know today that you welcomed it into your heart, and that your hands honour it every time you use it in a spread.

And to everyone who supported me, who believed in me, on Kickstarter, an infinite Thank you!

Flora, Noctua Tarot, 2026